
architecture for fools

“i realize i didn’t take so many photos recently. although i often see the people i really want to document. it’s always too late or i feel bad to do it.”
从三月份在ä¸å›½å›½å†…《穿》æ‚å¿—å¯ä»¥åœ¨æ·˜å®ç½‘买。在大阪å¯ä»¥åœ¨å›½ç«‹å›½éš›ç¾Žè¡“館于iTohen买。
Wear journal is now available in Osaka at The National Museum of Art, Osaka and iTohen. Within China, online orders can be placed via taobao.
[drawing on left from ç©¿ Wear, photo on right by anyway. Thank you, å°è”¡ and aka.]
Posted by 丫 | reply »ä¸ç”¨è€å¯¹æˆ‘那么ä¹è§‚, will i ever get tired of trying?

it’s been a long time (æ¯åªèš‚èšéƒ½æœ‰çœ¼ç›é¼»å)… southside neighbour says our house’s coffee is so fragrant (它美ä¸ç¾Žä¸½å差有没有一毫厘有何关系), and i can smell your breath every time i think of you, the last shock that you’ve been a grown man for a long while now, and it was something i never knew (æ¯ä¸€ä¸ªäººä¼¤å¿ƒäº†å°±å“æ³£). does being near you change, the smells of the same old street at different hours of the day (饿了就è¦åƒç›¸å·®å¤§ä¸è¿‡å¤©åœ°), does it feel comfortable over the phone (有何刺激), even if she is waiting?
it’s been a long time (太多太多é”力太少é“ç†)… a 500ml jar with a rubber stopper (太多太多游æˆåªæ˜¯ä¸ºäº†å¥½å¥‡), it was nicer to be a bit more abstract but he wanted to smell it. unfortunately, it was exactly that supposedly removed. Scent travels through air (è¿˜æœ‰ä»€ä¹ˆå€¼å¾—æ‡æ–¯åº•里). Your hair is longer and more done-up now, even in the windy streets out there, the clicking of your low-heeled boots, I like the awkwardness of getting to know you. It’s almost as good as knowing you too well, when we don’t have to speak anymore, and it doesn’t feel bad to not know what you’re thinking (对什么东西æ»å¿ƒå¡Œåœ°). Thank you and no, no no.
It’s been a long time (一个一个å¶åƒéƒ½ä¸å¤–如æ¤) …to feel ill (沉迷过的å¶åƒä¸€ä¸ªä¸ªæ¶ˆå¤±), my throat hurting after sitting with you all wet through dinner. You didn’t know I was completely soaked, but the food was spicy and you asked awkward questions after I showed you my work (è°æ›¾ä¼¤å¤©å®³ç†è°åˆæ˜¯ä¸Šå¸), and then I met your friend and we didn’t eat until just before the moment of missing the last train (我们在ç‰å¾…甚么奇迹). It’s been a long time since I came this way, and he uses his new car to pick up rides in the evening, A bit of extra spending money (最åŽå‰©ä¸‹è‡ªå·±èˆä¸å¾—挑剔). don’t fall asleep on your way home, okay?
It’s been a long time (最åŽå¯¹ç€è‡ªå·±ä¹Ÿä¸å¤§çœ‹å¾—èµ·)… I try to use the right pronouns in the right places this time (è°ç»™æˆ‘全世界我都会怀疑), your loving of my use of “we” means that it is all i can offer, all that i hoped for (心花怒放å´å¼€åˆ°è¼è˜¼). We is I or I is we. We is I is we is I is we. I thought about it in the shower when I came home (ä¸€ä¸ªä¸€ä¸ªä¸€ä¸ªäººè°æ¯”è°ç¾Žä¸½), I thought about the most memorable showers I’ve ever taken (ä¸€ä¸ªä¸€ä¸ªä¸€ä¸ªäººè°æ¯”è°ç”œèœœ), I thought about what it would be like to be you, I thought about taking back some of the things I’ve learned over these years (ä¸€ä¸ªä¸€ä¸ªä¸€ä¸ªäººè°æ¯”è°å®¹æ˜“).
the sky, really, they say…
(åˆæœ‰ä»€ä¹ˆäº†ä¸èµ·/æ¯åªèš‚èšå’Œè°æ“¦èº«è€Œè¿‡/éƒ½é‚£ä¹ˆæ•´é½æœ‰ä½•关系/æ¯ä¸€ä¸ªäººç¢°è§æ‰€çˆ±çš„人å´å¿ƒæœ‰ä½™æ‚¸)
[《开到è¼è˜¼ã€‹ 曲编: c.y. kong è¯: 林夕]
Posted by 丫 | reply »jan (some say a sorry is all it takes)
wednesday. i meant to post more on wednesday. but i forgot to buy electricity. again. another romantic candle-lit evening for one, making your absence all the more present. jan. we spent a whole day together on wednesday. i was half an hour late and half an hour early. she always amazes me. she is in her mid-sixties and usually works seven days a week, traveling all over china for her job on the weekend. i found out she studied japanese for three years and she recently applied for a job in a small town near sapporo. she’s interested in ainu culture. she says the people she knows in japan are not into art and culture so it is difficult to find people to take her to museums when she is there. she feels japanese are less into their own culture than the chinese. this makes her sad. she took me to hip bellagio restaurant across the street from her house. we shared crispy fried doufu. she has funny hair. it’s shaved at the bottom all the way round and she ties the rest up into a short ponytail on the top of her head. her hair is white with strands of grey. it’s hard to imagine her with different hair. she gets lonely sometimes. she prefers loneliness in china to loneliness in australia. we went to the toy market together. i was her bargain girl. i’m really good when i’m buying for other people. we bought tiny toy cars, a wooden domino choo-choo train, a wooden calendar, a suspension bridge, wooden shoes to practice tying your laces, a horse, a wooden bottle game, a wooden chocolate cake and a wooden strawberry cookie baking set. and i bought london bridge for myself to use in class. when we got back to her house i asked her if i could stay another five minutes to look at the cookie baking set. i love the eggs. they come in a tiny carton of six and you can separate them into an egg white part and an egg yolk part. i forgot. but she mentioned it again. she was teaching ‘i get tired of’ because she says it all the time. and a four-year-old says: “i get tired of japan”.


